Flashbacks

I lie here crying
My heart is shattered
I am in so much pain

 

The pain won't go away
Its getting stronger and stronger

 

Why did you hurt me?
Why did you molest me?
Why didn't you listen to my pleas to stop?

 

I cried
I begged
I kicked
And screamed

 

I lie here crying
Remembering
The pain is so real
As if its still happening

 

The pain is in my heart
But it was in my body too

 

The pushing
The burning
The roughness

 

Its still there
15 years later
I am crying
I'm in pain

 

I'm drowning
I need to be rescued

But not by you
Go away
Don't touch me
Ever again
Don't you dare come near me
Or mine

 

Leave me alone
Stay out of my life

 

The pain is so sharp
So real
I'm crying
And I cannot stop

 

My home
My safe haven
Is no longer safe

 

My bed
Is no longer a place to rest

 

My body
Is no longer my own

 

My heart and soul
Are no longer whole

 

I'm dead
All I can feel is pain
All I know is hurt

 

I'm crying
I cannot stop
And will never stop